results for second semester has out today. luckily i didn't screwed it. #thankgod

have been drawing jared leto the whole night, touching up and doing shading and stuff. my brother is laughing at me for doing these kind of waste of time thing. which i don't care. who knows i might do drawing or sketching stuff on a street of paris, italy one day or even at some random tourist spots of penang or malacca, i don't care, it's only what i like and what i want to do, making me happy is the main thing .

and no one in this fucking world would ever happy with what those so-call-money-making-courses. we have our dreams and i want to live my life in my own way someday when i have the ability. ofcourse not to ask you to stop your course and go traveling and stuff to make your dream come true lah. (maybe i'm dreaming too much but dream to live and so i'll live my dream.)

my bro has also been telling me alot lately about his you-can-survive-in-the-society-as-long-as-you-are-good-in-bullshitting theory. need i explain more for the bullshitting stuff? lol.  the skill of boasting. the better it's, the higher your salary is. he is just trying to brain wash me. duh. not trying to deny, but whatever. since i've only 2 semester per year for my degree, guess i should sign up for some additional courses or sit for some SIA? ICA? XXX? economic stuff exam. (am i over worried for my career prospect? lol)

talking too much in this post. 9am class tomorrow until 5pm since there're replacement class from 2 to 5. fml.

anyhow, let's hope that i've a good kick start for this new semester. bye.

sometime, staring at cloud would make you recall alot, and tears started to seep out too.

and it still feels like a knife passed through your chest every time.

never forget, the memories always live within you.