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i screwed my calculus. just a short update after taking my calculus final this afternoon and yeah, i screwed it. after for paying so much of effort on it.  i am totally not satisfy.

and this is one of photos from the varsity jacket series which i took with my bestie last weekend.  more coming after my exam which is like a month later. stay tuned =)

like the title.

went to tokio cafe to have this decent cheese baked salmon rice in cyberjaya.

fashion week in midvalley. lesportsac models cat walk on the stage.

zanmai pasta for lunch with bestie ;)

was trying to act emo. but failed obviously. HAHA

bff come to my place to do our first vlog. =)

my first nephew =)) little zuo heng. smiling when he's sleeping <3

my mom and little zuo heng =)

我希望能有那么一个人，能牵着我的手陪我一起走偏全世界。

decided to post a chinese post after a long time for not expressing my thought using chinese. i apologize here for my awkward chinese.

i'm sucks at expressing.regardless of chinese or english im using.

也许有时候许多不刻意的事都会让你有意想不到的收获。

华语字的确越来越陌生了。有多就没拿起铅笔用这个语文来纾解自己的情绪了。只有在电脑里，才‘哒哒哒’的打着这熟悉又陌生的文字。

很多时候，不知人是否会随着年龄增长而改变还是我接触的人少。这个世界形形色色的人太多了。 我有时还真未能很自然，完完全全的接受得到这种变迁。

我懂，很多事情都是要经过时间的磨练才会得到你想要的。可是，我是个急性子，耐性对我来说是最大的挑战，时间永远是我的敌人。

有时人也会特别的犯贱，越遥远，越得不到得东西就越想得到。而越轻而易举的，就越理所当然的接受。然而，那些轻而易举的事都是最该珍惜的。

突然发现，这些年，兜兜转转都是同样的疑问。也许，这些疑问一天未能被解答，我都还会一直不停的思考吧。

头脑率直是一种错，心机也是一种错。这真把我给搞糊涂了。那该怎么做才是最好的选择。

tried around with the shutter speed and aperture and this is what i get. 8's of shutter speed (kind long i know) and f/22 for the aperture.this is the night scene on the lekas high way beside my taman. this photo was taken after feeding the mosquito for a freaking long time. i purposely go out to the taman to take this photo. i know i am crazy sometime when it comes to things like these. i just do it straight away without second thought when i feel like doing it.

ofcourse the original photo aint that sharp in terms of exposure and colour so play around with exposure and offset using photoshop. have been trying hard to learn photoshop lately after got it from my friend.

was trying to put some light leak effect in this photo but failed to do so because still haven't figure out how to put light leak on a night scene photo.

and there's still a calculus test next week but don't feel like studying today so self-declared today as a resting day. shall update more and more after my test =)

have been a total lazy bum recently. haven't blog for like a couple week. not a good sign.

hectic and busy week. went to meet wanni for a photo shooting session with the model but ended up rainy day and we have to cancel everything after jam for half an hour on the way to the semenyih.

and then got back to my house and blabbered a lot about our recent life and stuff.

went to leisure mall to meet kakay for the next day to update each other and talk about 'serious stuff' of our life. play around with kakay's newly bought camera and first vlog for kakay's blog. fun and retarded like we usually do.

and went to connaught pasar malam on wednesday right after exam. have a great night with the uni mates ;)

here goes some photos of the day in leisure mall.

having lunch in subway =D

ZOOM. HAHAAH

my green tea latte. loving the milky taste. =D

i have good photoshooting skill =PP

your new profile pic!! =D

it's me! ;D

kakay's EPM-1. we are so cacat that we take out the lens as if we are #likeaexpert. lol

she asked me to take a photo of her driving. lol. i beg she just like to taking photo with the steering. haha

sincerely to you,

with loves.

results for second semester has out today. luckily i didn't screwed it. #thankgod

have been drawing jared leto the whole night, touching up and doing shading and stuff. my brother is laughing at me for doing these kind of waste of time thing. which i don't care. who knows i might do drawing or sketching stuff on a street of paris, italy one day or even at some random tourist spots of penang or malacca, i don't care, it's only what i like and what i want to do, making me happy is the main thing .

and no one in this fucking world would ever happy with what those so-call-money-making-courses. we have our dreams and i want to live my life in my own way someday when i have the ability. ofcourse not to ask you to stop your course and go traveling and stuff to make your dream come true lah. (maybe i'm dreaming too much but dream to live and so i'll live my dream.)

my bro has also been telling me alot lately about his you-can-survive-in-the-society-as-long-as-you-are-good-in-bullshitting theory. need i explain more for the bullshitting stuff? lol.  the skill of boasting. the better it's, the higher your salary is. he is just trying to brain wash me. duh. not trying to deny, but whatever. since i've only 2 semester per year for my degree, guess i should sign up for some additional courses or sit for some SIA? ICA? XXX? economic stuff exam. (am i over worried for my career prospect? lol)

talking too much in this post. 9am class tomorrow until 5pm since there're replacement class from 2 to 5. fml.

anyhow, let's hope that i've a good kick start for this new semester. bye.

sometime, staring at cloud would make you recall alot, and tears started to seep out too.

and it still feels like a knife passed through your chest every time.

never forget, the memories always live within you.