Happy Chinese New Year. good fortune ahead! ;D

gonna update more and more soon.

we all have the tendency to live in the future, having fantasy about the future thinking that, it would always better than the present, because we are unsatisfied with the present.

stop right for a moment and live in the present, try the best to make things right now and that's what makes your future better.

but, right now, i'm living in the past, refuse of any changes.

i believe in first sight love. and dreams too. though out there, people tend not to believe anymore.

i believe that there's always someone, that might be important to you, and waiting for you in the future.

i've always have the feeling that i know someone, in my dream, but i haven't met them before, someone that meant a lot to me. and im waiting that particular one to appear. =)

and when they appear, or somehow, at some point of life when you realised, you would know they are the one you waiting, dying to meet them. the sudden feelings that you know you've known them for past few years of life.

maybe i sound ridiculous to you. but you might experience it one day too. =)

hell yeah! first day of 2012! though i am at home now. but yesterday night was a great night. great enough to be a memorable night.

i love you guys! being with you guys is like feeling at home. that's what true friends are. =D

okay. its 2012, a new year. to be a great start. i am happy to declare that i will be blogging as often as possible. i feel sorry for my laziness. though i not sure is there still any regular reader out there now. =(

anyway, i will work hard this year. i promised.

i guess it's been ages since i drop by here. i dont even know that onsugar has change their new layout. it's the last day of 2011.

i dont know, since when, this blog has been a place that i spilt out all my sadness rather than happiness. looked back all the post for this year, it started with a great one but as days go by, the rest of the post were all overwhelmed with sadness and miserably wrote.

i guess. everything changed for this year. a lot of things happened too suddenly that i don't know how to face it. went through it. seems it's a impossible mission to complete.

everything changes ever since july. like EVERYTHING. thinking back still makes my heart shatters.

got into a new university life doesn't seems to give any big impact to me. after all, it's still the same routine like meeting people, get closer, complications in between, and stay if you're happy leave if you don't. typical social teenage life.

i've been live so happily for all this 17 years like nothing would hurt me, nothing would ever tear my heart. but, yes, i am wrong.

the love we used to have to someone. we had to let go. yes. there's always this moment in our life.

i didn't fall for anyone. not deeply like those dramatic movie series. so i am not writing my feelings because i've been dumped by who ever random guy out there.

anyway. let's hope 2012 its a brand new start. a new beginning of my life. 2012 it's not the year of dooms day. just another typical year like those in the past. =)

i am so tired recently overwhelmed by assignment, presentation, quizes, tests and etc. This week's gonna be the last week to busy for this year. cause, soon i'll be having sem break, erm, or i shall call it study week.

it's been so long i haven't blog about my recent ups and downs. it's not good feeling so busy. and i've an assigment to pass up tomorrow.

and, for my goodness, i feel emotional this few days for tonnes of reasons. or maybe there isn't any reasons that are solid enough.

hope my emotion can be calm down soon.

how long since the last time i stare at the starry sky looking at the star, while my soul's wondering within the universe?

处之于坦然

一切也来得坦然。

i'm having thermal science test tomorrow, yet i'm here surfing net.

im not panic with the test, not because i've done my revision.

it probably because, it's just a test and it's not going to become any matter in my life.

so. fuck off.

it's a very pathetic life

when you've 3 reports to passed up next week

when you've 2 test and 2 quizes next week

when you've presentation next friday yet you and your group didn't even done a little part

when you don't even know where to start.

AND WHEN YOU'VE LOST YOUR PENDRIVE IN CAMPUS!

SOB. #die

life's getting better and better =D i wish there's someone great to hear this news from me =)

i've planned to try the mixed double trials for the badminton but too bad, it turned out that there's only men and woman single. hmm. i am not that good for woman single. it's weird that, how few girls that joined badminton club. i wonder the reason behind..

and, i meet a very nice girl from china. she's a sweetie pie =) and i love the moment when we exchange the story of our own country. it's cool! and yeah, she's from haerbin( a very northern city in china), and i've been there for a vacation 2 years back. =D *being so proud that when she was so amazed when i tell her i've been there before =P

the new sem is so much busy as compare to the last sem. (i am so sorry for my so technical english, as i used to use english to write report but not novel)

oh yeah. i am planning to buy a DSLR, hope i can get it before end of november. i need it so much and i am going to use my own saving to buy it. so in a dilemma of choosing nikon or canon. erm. to be more exact 550D, D3100 and D5100. which is the best one? hmmm..

going to have computer method test next tuesday. #busy #busy